graciebumbum

"...and when i see u i really see u upside down..."

2005-03-16T08:14:29Z

i've falen from the sky and now i am drowning in a river of thoughts, running over rocks, face down and cold all the way through.
things are weird im stuck in a maze that i cant see the way out of, but hey holidays are soon and im so looking forewards to the weekend sleepover...should b good

sam...awesome cd i love it so much...i even know some of the songs.
bee yeah i am so coming to that concert with u but u have to get into the music frist he he he
danni r u angry with me? im sorry if i have somehow upset u...u just seem down lately thats all
nic...where r u i dont c u much anymore
anneke...yeah i dont care if brand new isnt helping cos its good...i love it n i love u too
addie...dont know what id do without u...and the bracelet is helping it kinda distracts me when i look at it, cos i think of u and what u said, but it hurts i think im infected, they're not healing

fuck it, guys suck! all of them! i wanna curl up n die!!!

2005-02-20T02:33:22Z

y do i keep going back for more? huh somebody pls answer me!?
i never learn, i should never have gotten involved with him! rrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! watch out i might bite! but yeah thats my little angry outburst for the moment.
does it make him feel good to make me cry? i wonder cos if so thats slack, but i should have guessed right!
and the problem is that i cant blame anyone else, its my fault, no one made me like him, no one made me hook up with him, no one made me! its all me! and fuck i kick myself in the balls so to speak!
but hey it'll all be good 'cos i look good in leather'

"don't tell me, you can't see, what it means to me"

2005-02-17T10:47:57Z

oh argh um shit fuck!!!!!

thats how my afternoon with jimi went.
sounds absolutely fantastic no?
well i shall run u through the details of the arvo. we met in manuka at 1 then we went for a walk and talked n went to c mrs carroll (yeah our old yr advisor) and we caught up n then jimi n mrs carroll had a chat cos they r both coast rats from the same area. and then we went back to manuka and kinda strolled around n saw some ppl (millwood, paddy, nic) and then we went into subway n saw sam so he went off with sam n i hung with caila fron like 2.30 onwards!
way to go LOSER!!!
i really do suck! and on top of that while caila and i were at starbucks guess who just hapnd to call to make my day absolutely fntastic! matt as in my ex matt who is a JERK and who keeps calling n saying we should catch up and shit!
arg this is so stupid n i am so a lost cause

the channels

2005-02-16T21:16:42Z

hmmm well the channels r so crap, i hate having channels (no actually i secretly love it) but here's the low-down

darin is being really sweet but its kinda hard to talk cos we're both pretty shy round each other

hayden the hot guy from psych is just hot and was talking to me yesterday until hayley came up and was like grace grace grace! and so then he went away (hayley felt really bad though and i was like whateva)

and jimi and i r meeting this arvo in manuka *bites nails*

argh what do i do???!!!
ill let u know how i go this arvo!

woohoo gracie has entered the building!

2005-02-16T06:17:15Z

hey guys

anneke showed me this today n i said id come n try get a LJ! lol and i did! well i gope u all come sauy hi im still kinda confused about all this shtuff but im guessing all of u who love me uncinditionally will support me throught the initial frustration!

lol anyways ill b off! mwa mwa